You want me to be the one who understands you the most, the one you can rely on, the one who can brighten your day when you’re down, the one who will always be on your side when you feel lost. But it turns out that I’m the one who often brings you down, the one who breaks your heart and tears up your soul. I’m so sorry for who I am. Maybe I’m nothing but trouble for you, but I do really love you and I’m trying hard to be a better me. I love you, I really do.